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2007-01-26T04:46:00.000+08:00

prediction.
i predict myself to be sick in less then 5 days time.

how do i know? each time i get a freakin' sore throat for no reason, i'd fall sick like nobodies' busines. fever, cold, flu, cough all-in-one.

-_- gah. 1 week of half-dead half-alive feeling. the price to pay for having a weird "shell" like mine?

anyways, i realised, for the past few month, i haven't been taking anything seriously. i just couldn't find a reason to be serious in anything. and i didn't realise it, but some part of me isn't me anymore.

gah. its just so hard to say what i've forgotten about myself. whatever happened to my old ways of showing concern and consideration? the way i do them now is totally different.

which i realise, is that i've gotten more selfish.

maybe not taking anything seriously, has started to grow a concept into my mind. the dreaded "why should i?" concept which i detest in the past.

maybe i'm just thinking too much, but its a fact i've gotten more selfish in these few months' period of time.

gah -____- i've down-leveled from a 87% cancerian-like guy, to maybe 58%? lol.

is it normal to grow a zit the size of 20 cents coin under your armpit? O_o

Valentine' Joker

2006-12-19T08:44:00.000+08:00

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2006-12-19T08:43:00.000+08:00

UBER pissed.
i'm sick and tired of people who keeps twisting my words around.

and stuff i meant to say to your ears, you keep it to your ownself and instead of telling others.

and because of so much miscommunication, a little back tracking, i found out who have been telling others stuff thats not suppose to be told. even if you were to say it, keep to the bloody original context, instead of adding your own opinions to change it to your own bloody opinion.

you know who you are. atleast i HOPE you know who you are.

you bath in your own happiness, without sparing a thought for others. enjoy while it lasts. before maturity sets in.

i may sound harsh, because i'm already fucking tired of stuff thats happening around. the last thing i need is MORE miscommunication and misunderstandings.

Valentine'Joker

Tis is wat gamer!!

2006-12-13T07:51:00.000+08:00

Tis is wat gamer!!

long time never play dota, once i got back in. damn fucking pissed.

act pro, hide behind PC kpkb nvm. knn, kena rape, stand there and see, then continue to piss-talk me. kau. seriously, what's with singaporean people nowadays.

old people, dare to even slap security guard. youngsters all hide behind PC kpkb. gah. so fucking pissed. the sengharporean society is just like a big fucking pool filled with dirty murky mud. and its like a theme park. packaged nicely to attract people, but the quality sucks big time. whatever happened to "quality over quantity"?

even since i returned to dota, not a single game has been pleasant. and thats exactly the same reason i quitted in the first place.

to whoever fits the description above: just because your safe behind a fucking computer screen, doesn't make you a better person and make you god. cause outside in real life, your nothing but a loser.

the urge to bash something inside out is strong.

so fucking dissapointed. in-fact, its the whole of society. helping out is something built into our brains from young, i'm sure there is no one who TRULY wants to help others without wanting anything in return. there is sure to have some reluctancy in their hearts.

its just like how people perceive beauty as something superficial thanks to the brainwashing when we were young. to see whats beautiful and whats being termed as ugly on TV, magazines and the likes.

its so god-damned hardwired into the brains of humans. we are seriously walking towards our own doom. eternity seems to be a suffering afterall.

as humans slowly walk towards their own doom and destruction. even god has gave up on such a filthy and foul being, that he, himself created.

Valentine' Joker

2006-11-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

damned weather...
i thought this time of the yr would be when the weather gets cooler?

it seems to get hotter as day goes by.

damned mankind. apart from killing ourselves, deceiving ourselves, suicidal attempts with the nuclear bombs, what more does mankind want? roast themselves alive by making the earth an oven by global warming?

5 yrs ago and now, the temperature is SO damn big difference. imagine 5 yrs later, you could just throw an egg on a pavement and it'll cook. and another 5 yrs, throw raw meat and it'll cook.

and so, 10 yrs later, we can save gas with our breakfast and we can eat sunny side up + bacon every morning. how nice and thoughtful.

thank god fuel doesn't last forever. we have less poison to burn and kill ourselves with. let's just hope mankind doesn't come up with a even more poisonous substitute for oil.

sooner or later, countries will start building protective domes in cities. and then we'll start exploring space and infect other planets with our destructivity. wow.

Valentine' Joker

whats with this world?

2006-11-16T09:00:00.000+08:00

whats with this world?

more and more weird people appearing nowadays.

this fag here, was looking at them pervertly, pervert as in REAL pervert and doesn't even bother to do it discreetly. and was licking at the air towards them. it was like he was licking something. you know what i mean.

the girls seems to notice and was quite uneasy. i told lex to look, but that fag noticed me looking. and guess what. he continued to do what he is doing, by covering his mouth. ._.

after the girl left the bus, this guy was practically staring at me for the whole journey, like i killed his parents or something. sorry i killed your little pervertic fun. too bad for you.

perverts, inconsiderate fags on the trains, on the bus every single day.

i seriously do not see any need, NOT to destroy humanity. humans are redundant on this world.

he snickered as an evil plan forms within his head.

Valentine' Joker

2006-11-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

CLICK IT!!!!

ValentineGOD

Suzaku

Help us take a look wif 2 webbie and u may close the web..

tis website is all about a game like..football manager...jus tat is all about musix
( jus open the webbie..wif 2 links above.., each person take a look will gain 1% of the rate for tis CD sold, ..help us look for all frens and take a look ( if free )..thxs for a time =)

Valentine' Joker

i wonder...

2006-11-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

i wonder...
i wonder if anyone noticed i'm kind of degenerating....

the price for extending my stay here i guess....

the speed 1 demon shall soon be nothing but a word of the past. my eyesight is starting to fail me. so is my strength. and agility.

my rolls are like crap, i'm seeing stars when playing, and i'm totally getting not enough strength to have the pads register my strength. and i'm losing sense of direction. i can't seem to locate where the pads are anymore.

the feel is simply totally gone.

and memory is failing. even worse.
"where'd you get this document?"
"um... uh..... i forgot..."
and when i got it out from the envelope like... 3 mins ago? lolz.

but one thing thats for sure, that makes me paying the price for over-staying worthwhile. i know i'm loved. =)

though, things and our future is very uncertain. i'm unable to make you feel secure, yet. but things will change, and i know they will. so bear with me for alittle while. though you most probably may not be reading this, i'd still want to type it here...

my 10 reasons may be crappy. but i'm not really a man who knows how to express myself with words. so let time tell you my 10 reasons for me.

but for now, the song is dedicated to you.

maybe i'm thinking too much. maybe its a simple of case of being cursed by the gu niang who used to have small ghosts. hmm....

Valentine' Joker

Death of my Grandma

2006-10-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

Rosin of Death ( 19/10 )

Yesterday evening, my Grandma passby - due to sickness and old (18/10)

-The worse things is..i dun have any feelin and like nothing at all, look at all my aunt's eyes. tears rollin in their eyes and holdin tissue.

-Rmb when i still K1, she is the 1 feed mi and birng mi to school. jus dun know y due to some problem i dun realli like my grandmother. jus a words "BIAS" =)

-Tis Morning having the funeral preparation, everythings goin smoothly

"over all she still the beloved 1s"

Suzaku & Vale Avater

2006-10-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

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I'm been blessed

2006-10-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

I'm been Blessed (@.@) O------(o.O (Q "ahbish"

Is been 1mth 7days of Relationship =X

Hardly can find a gal tat having low temper, and gives in alot.
I'm realli bless tat i havin her by my side. *wink*

anything happen to mi, she will rite beside mi (phone oso can la, ahah) accompany mi talk to mi
the way she treated mi i'm realli realli touch. In tis 1mth nva even have a single quarrel (y?!)

Bijiao, i dun know how to explain the love and feelin i got from u. But i jus can tell u tat i'm the 2nd lucky person in singapore =) and u ar the 1st 1<3>.<"

-Still rmb we holdin on to the fone and talk until dawn, i told u tat i wan all yr love even from yr mother's share. haha jus a joke ^^ u must love yr family more dan anything k..i'm not tat selfish =P ( a true love is in heart, not places it above any thing )

- *hugz* Jus now went over kovan, had a dinner ( having ice skin moon cake =X ) walkin on the street and head towards a lan shop. GOD DAM IT ! The key is like tofu! press spacebar is like pressin a balloon need time for detech the button *argh*!! And din know tats shuya T.T he improved hell lot, i need to buckup liao Wuwuw..shuya u need to improve more ar^^"

Thxs for coolin mi down darlin, i wish i "could" kick tat aunt's butt from "tu" to "Ou" haha~XD jus lame~

~Same old days, continue my trickster instead of audition! until my computer or totally fix ):

P.S - no matter wat, i wont release yr hand until anything happen between we both.

Valentine's Joker

2006-10-01T18:20:00.000+08:00

whats going on with the world?

open the newspaper i see killing.

open a page i see war and stuff about terror.

using excuses such as fighting terrorists to kill normal civilians. using stupid excuses to invade other countries.

and then there is the nuclear threat, global warming and shit.

sometimes i wonder if it will be good to just end humanity and mankind once and for all.

considering how easy it can be done if you own either:
a)power plants
b)water treatment plants
c)factory.

recruit people who has the same ideal to work for you, giving excuses like upgade of power boxes when what they really do is install a timebomb.

add bio-hazard stuff into the water treament thingies, which is undetecable but activates itself when the time matures.

or, have your goods shipped around the world, armed with explosives ingredients, get your teammate to recieve them and assemble them and plant them all over the place.

and then just sit back and enjoy the final fire works for humanity.

yes, where is the love? war is always around, hate for other races deepens, biasness and prejudice sinks in further into the minds of every younger generation. and since mankind is gonna destroy itself one day, why not end it for them sooner?

This world really needs a savior. jesus? if he was the savior for mankind, where the hell is he now when people need him? if god loves his children, where is he now when his children are fighting and killing each other

so, join me and my brethrenhood on the quest to salvage what is left of humanity. =Xman, i sound like those evil villians in the movies.

okay~ go play games ler!
( audition having problem, god dam it!, trickster ba =( haiz )

Valentine's Joker

To a friend of mine.

2006-09-29T18:20:00.000+08:00

To a friend of mine.

this post is dedicated to a friend of mine.

hey, hope your alright now. just don't think too much about it. he ain't really gonna worth your tears. he just another one that doesn't appreciate you for who you are. and remember, don't give up on love. its just that you haven't find the one who will love you for who you are, appreciate what you do for him.

so meanwhile while searching, carry on living life the way you used to, smile and laugh and make your life happy. it certainly ain't worth it to make your life miserable and sad over someone that don't appreciate you.

yea, so this is all i can say cause i don't really have other ways of communicating with you except on msn.(which you are mostly offline.)

remember to come to any of us, your friends, we are willing to share your troubles and help you pass this stage of life, ya?

Valentine's Joker

2006-09-28T17:56:00.000+08:00

history repeats....

And how much is love, when you say you love a person?

how much is love, when a person can give up on it so easily? without even fighting hard for it?

how much is love, when both parties couldn't reach a compromise? and are constantly pressurizing each other to change?

love? isn't it loving someone for who they are, even their flaws? changes are redundant for there is no need to change to suit any needs.

is it love, when someone is trying to change to suit the other person's need? then the other person is just loving his/her dream partner, no?

with these questions above, who can tell me they truly love someone? i wonder...

atleast i know i used to.

Valentine's Joker

2006-09-21T06:05:00.000+08:00

GOD's Word

talked about managing money between husband and wife.
most importantly,
#1. keep records
a) what u own
b) what u owe
c) what u earn
d) where the $$ goes

#2. plan my spending- don't spend on impulse- have a budget

#3. enjoy what u already have

#4. reduce debts quickly- the best way is to use debit card. instead of credit cards

#5. work hard in ur job- the harder u work, the more influential u become

#6. give tithe faithfully and on time

#7. give ur best offerings

haha. pretty enriching though i'm not married.taught us how to save money and gain more.

i remember jeremiah telling me this before, "do not let the offering basket pass without u doing anything."

hahas. since then, i've been remembering it in my heart. let my actions speak.

i feel so small, yet significant in the house of God. this is where i grow spiritually.

one really has to come experience it him or herself.the love is just so overwhelming.

Lord is onli the great 1, =) to bad =P i'm not realli get use to it

Valentine's Joker

how quickly the world turns.

2006-09-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

how quickly the world turns.

amazing how simply relating what others said to me, to another person can make me a liar

how true, what someone said to me before. when helping someone you shouldn't be, your the good guy in the process, after everyting's over, you'll become the bad guy. hah. how true. atleast now i know. "once bitten, twice shy", they say.

anyways, relaxing it was today, not having to worry about anyone's well being or how people's action are gonna bring dire consequences. had fun simply strolling around places and crapping with a friend. though job hunt was unsuccessful, atleast it was fun.

have to wake up early again. -_- hope i don't get dua'ed to change the meeting time again.

*edit*hmm, just read an interesting post from my friend's blog.interesting indeed.*edit*

first time being labelled as a liar. hmm, i guess there is a first time for everything. heh.

Valentine's Joker

History repeating itself again

2006-09-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

History repeating itself again.

history repeating itself again. getting repeated by itself once more. but atleast this is better then what happens back in sec sch. no one is hurt, only me. accused of something i did not do.

love can be scary when it turns into posessiveness. i'm not sure. but i've seen how it scary it became. not on me, but friends around me.

how trustful and confident can one get in a relationship? can the guy trust the girl totally? can the girl trust the guy totally? if 2 person have chosen each other and got together, shouldn't they trust their feelings for each other?

but i know. low self-confidence will lead to alot of problems. if the guy has low self-confidence, he will get scared of losing the girl to another guy. he will be wary and get jealous of every single guy around her. and starts to constrict her. even a normal friendship with another guy is not allowed.

but a question i wanna ask guy(s) like this. is this how much you trust the girl? is this how much you LOVE her? what is the purpose of the relationship when the guy doesn't trust the girl to do her own things?

ah~~~ finaly its raining on my area. the hot humid days that got everyone on fire is finally gone. thank god.

Valentine's Joker

just what am i?

2006-08-31T09:43:00.000+08:00

just what am i?

everyone earns their place and keep in society, including friendship. so what did i earn? what am i to you?

so the things i've done in the past, is for naught. great!

since things are going this way, fine! let us all be fussy, since you couldn't let it go the fact that i'm human , and you couldn't accept the fact that other then YOU, other people FEEL down at times. let's count the fussiness.

you can't stand me simply for that small period of down time. considering the things i've done, isn't it more then enough to simply let me redeem a few days of moodiness? not everyone live with happiness in their life.

don't tell me the bullcrap that your not happy. you have love, yet its a love your constantly talking about losing. you have something which others don't have, and you don't want to treasure it. so your constant moodiness cause of this, is alright la? nvm, let that pass. let's move on.

even if to you, the things i've done as a friend, is not enough to earn me the right to feel down and out for simply just A FEW DAYS, certainly it is enough to earn the sincerity of someone? hmmm.

NOOOOOO. a simple task of returning me the money i lent you, PERSONALLY, you couldn't do it. as matured as you are, i'm surprising a matured person doesn't know sincerity.so let's keep count shall we? sincerity, i lack of it? your dear dear's b'dae, though i was god damn fucking busy on that day, i managed to go down and wished him personally. oh, right. i forgot. you don't remember small acts like that. especially small acts from a person like me. fine, let's move on.

so go ahead, continue keeping count of my few days of folly, where i've repeatedly let things slip by without opening one eye.

yea la yea la. i know what your thinking la. i'm gathering pity on my blog. i don't speak my mind? i do. i TYPE. its my god damn fucking ONE AND ONLY outlet to express myself. since typing here is an act of gathering pitying, and self-pitying. then fine lor.

fine, let's do it YOUR prefered way. lets all keep things bottled up inside, and dismiss it with a "nothing la". simple.

and if you haven't notice. despite the things your doing, and your headstrong temper of refusing to admit your in the wrong, i'm the only guy that still types online, trying to slap things into your brain.

wonder why? all other people has given up. and that act this evening? this shall be my last post i'll ever do. and forgive me. an advice from someone i respect "That's why i say don't bother already la. let her be in a world of her own from now on" <>

cool. and i wonder why am i still trying to hard.you want to thank me for hurting you?

no. let ME thank you for letting me learn not to trust people, all over again. no really, from the bottom of my heart, i THANK YOU.

hypocryptic world. let us all be hypocrits. who cares about the spelling? lol. since being good in this world, doesn't pay. why bother? hah.

Valentine's Joker

Dun know how to do =/

2006-08-19T07:42:00.000+08:00

Stucked in the middle =(

Is been 1wks since my last updated.
Having 2 trouble now *sigh*

Tis few days keep on up and down, school, sleeping, having gathering wif Auditioin member..chattin on fone, gaming =( life is bored / if church member is readin tis ; they will jus tell u, "since u bored, come over to church. Everything will be Diff" - come on la..wont last long for my attitude ^.^V

Before i start everything, i wanna say i LOST my hp ( in the toilet, over my workin area)

I having 2 trouble,

Yesterday evening 17/8, after finish the movie "Ghost Game" wif 1 of the audition member Suzaku(bijiao) no money left XD plan to have a dinner over my house =P. Stay until 10.35pm, i send her back home at Hougang @@ seriously is quite near XD ,Toa Payoh to Potong Pasir, ride NorthEastline to Kovan, 2 bus stop will reach XD.

Tryin to settle down and have a chat wif my parent(mother) bout gettin my 3rd r/s(relationship) .. My Mum's reaction is "Wat for!? u still 18! studyin now. no money and still wan to get into relationship...everything still i need to pay to u! like last time wif Yvonne, her mother BDY i still had to pay for her.. A~Z-Z~A. Wei Chong is useless la..study first. U still need to go in army" i was like can u pls shut up jus 1 min, jus let mi keep back wat i said jus now ='(

Tis 2 wks Bijiao and mi keep having Dinner and breakfast almost like continue 3 days..even Audition clubber oso can see tat r realli toooo close liao..btw she's 20 :D workin now (atleast not a playful type - vivian u know my meaning la haha), but i'm still a student.

The feel is NOT feel for mi now.. so i dun wanna start a relationship, i do care for her like other. I jus cant make myself to start tis r/s. Maybe is a crash or wat. I jus give myself 1 mth more..if after 1 mth feelin still the same..haiz - i dun know la..dun think about it first..tonitez work again ..sunday having plan for ForceFlow(clubber), he goin oversea fly at monday morning. So we plan to have a last dinner wif him, before he return to singapore.^^

Since after lost the HP..dun know wat i goin to have it next..maybe the fone tat i'm using last time de =(...if have extra cash ^^ i go buy new hp wahah..!! ( dream on k )

Vivian-
Sry vivian, tis few days like dao-ing u ..teacher mark mi liao haiz..for using HP haha..is fine now =P hp lost..teacher wanna mark mi oso hard ar..i go buy a Toy Hp and smoke tat teacher =X i'm so bad.

ShuFen-
Shufen, maybe u r the gal like to look for trouble (as in, give in tat time..u not realli willin to give in, tats y u r realli sad. I wish u choose the rite guy, so many ppl warn u now..he dun love u as much as present(s)..i wish u get my word my dear^^ take care..since tat time i lectured u ..u dun dare to sms mi liao ar aha.

Patrina-
Dun keep giving stupid remark la..we both not in r/s..i will dun realli know wanna go for it ma..the feel for mi is not rite now ^^ __o.O__ Yea! haha..study hard la!..btw..dun treat yr bf tat worse..he is a gd boy as every ppl know ahha..he is a camper =P wat u wan ..he will have it XD..u need a guy i know..dan dun bulli him haha..later he run ( u r goin to say "run run lo" correct? haha ) k la..dan wis u gd luck

*Road r still long, Heaven still need mi to touch it*
*Hell is the places tat for sinner, i'm the 1 who steps on devil* - i still love u my lord.

Valentine's Joker

2006-08-10T11:02:00.000+08:00

Bored or Boring?

2~3 days nva bloggin liao, today is 8/10 in the morning i think ):
Had a Wonderful nitez yesterday, Should i said is "WonderFul"?

8/9 NDP, the very early morning at 4am. -_- i've caught a video wif liang-er and vivian(first met) she so cute XD lucky she's not taller dan mi NIAK! XD no offence. We had tat show called "LakeHouse" is damn meanin full. Dun realli know how to explain, but my fren Liang-er fell asleep -_- maybe is bored 2 him. (reached home at 8am 8/9)

P.S - Realli need to catch the movie

-8/9-
Back home, sleep, woke up at 3.30pm thxs to bijiao(suzaku) woke mi up.
met them at DBG arcade, same old mistake all late =/

After all of them reached ( Suzaku, Splash, Shuya, Jinus, Kenchii, cindy, patrain & mi[ValentineGOD] ). Went to brought the Ticket first, the movie we watchin is "click", Damn funni!! and MEANING FUL!(in the last part), can fight wif "i'm not stupid 2".

After the whole Movie we cried we laugh.

~11.12pm~
Jinus need to back home early due for tml schoolin, the rest all headed to Lanshop, we saw Arminz and Truth playin at same lan @@. played until 3pm. And SgCuteGal/SgCuteGal (tat maple bootes guy) came and look for Patrina and Cindy.
Tat oso my first met =X and we talk bout last time (tat i brought hack from him and million). Ht said "Patched again, but i still have the hack..i will send it to you for free" i was like %&$@ so gd!? coz patrina keep using free hack from sgcute =/ haha.

~3.30am~ 8/10
Is raining day in the morning, we all gathered up and had a supper at the nearby coffee shop (Truth and Arminz came along wif us). after all whose stuff and food, wat we do is statue inside the coffee shop until 8.45am.

Patrina: u r tryin to ask mi wat is yr impression for u and cindy rite =/ i will tell u at the 24th gathering..btw thxs to u ..tat we had the very greatz game tat u set for us. Maybe we all quite sleepy tats y =P dun realli get tat upset, tat da vic code game realli pull out my white hair.

Shufen: sry^^ too busy hardly can reply u back..how is yr HOLIDAY of yr bf? izizt fun and happenin haha. Did u celebrate yr NDP yesterday wif yr love's one or fren outside? u should realli take gd care of yrself..btw how is yr hamster haha, must be very health. ahha

~* Izzit fate? *~

Tat time at coffee shop slackin.
all seem like goin to be couple.

When Shuya lying his head down at the table, and Arminz will play wif his hair and tell him go home now and sleep =/ so sweet >.< i'm jealous & Truth was lyin on Kenchii's shoulder while she feel realli sleepin XD so sweet sia. (Wish they r not lookin at tis blog XD) . so i'm the 1 jus over there..doing nothing =/ fate fate ( i need to be handsome abit, maybe things will turn out differently)

Valentine's Joker

Angel / Devil

2006-08-04T11:17:00.000+08:00

Thing Turn out like Tis (Devil)

Is been while tat i posted up my blog again. Tis few days seem like realli busy and cant get into a gd rest. How i could wish i get back my routine, but i need money 2 =/

Workin is a places tat need fellowship and belives in each other, when the topic of "money" is up mankind seem to be change to beast, or maybe worse dan tat. Cheatin, lie and other stupid stuff will came alone wif them. Is realli been a hard time for mi to trust a guy tat older dan mi.

Tis Few days stress over c2pid old problem, get back my olden days tat i use to smoke. Smokin let mi feel dizzy and relax, after finish few sticks. Things end out worst, keep wanna smoke, vomit, cant work properly and cannot think realli well. But thxs to some1 tat i love/respect. I'm okie now a promised is meant for keep not for break^^ i'm not others tat break promise easily as gd as farkor =/ i'm serious hate it! PB(Promise Breaker) realli sux! they need to REPENT! *sigh*

I caught a movie yesterday =X "Tokyo Dirft", din realli rmb the esp.1 story line. So i was thinkin he is a bad drive XD or a weak Drifter?!. Too many hot chick inside liao @@ cant stand myself over there, feel like goin to Japan =P it will be a make over for mi haha.

After the whole show, plan to get my hair cut. (onli hair cut!) things turn out like tat XD i got psyco from the ppl over there ..and the coloured hair realli caught mi. Turn out i got a High-Light Red haha...Cuttin $14 HighLight $15 and i brought the Wax $15 T.T $44 *Fly*..Later goin to workin wif tat guy again..wish no more lie and pattern, maybe i will be earnin more =/.

*Dun jus go coz u behalf of yr BF,they will think any other way.

(everything will up to u as long as u smile, and i will be fine *wink wink*)

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ShuFen,

i dun wanna things to happen out so worse. He jealous coz he still in love wif u .. i..i dun wanna be a fker like my fren tat i trusted did all tis to mi. The feelin not realli gd^^ anything u can still find mi..but i will be realli busy in tis coming wks and sucky school..take care dan.

Valentine's Joker

Wat i've done

2006-08-02T06:59:00.000+08:00

What have i Done?!

Last few days i brought a pack of Marlboro Lights =/, sian ar..while talkin wif my fren i took some of it and puff. wat a day i had, felt so bored so bored (worse dan PMS)

Yesterday morning had a fought wif my fren tat i respected alot, maybe he too tired liao slept at 4am and i still gave him morning call at 6.30 for breakfast. (dude while u readin tis blog i wish u can understand of mi. we all r mature enuff to understand, u said tat i nva cfm time wif u rite, u still rmb tat morning 9am+ monday u woke up late and end up we nva plan to have our breakfast and i asked u tml wat time schoolin rite, and u replied 8am =/ so! i told u on the spot rite arbo we meet tml la. So the time and places is set liao, u still dare to tell mi we nva cfm the time. I alrdy lost a fren tat dao mi so many wks liao, if u still wan to be lidat seriously i'm fine wif it).

Finally!! i changed back my routine liao^^ yesterday morning (tuesday) dun realli sleep and str8 went to school^^ wahah..released at 12pm and i went to bishan brought my fren's BDY present tat i own her for 1mth liao =X. So tat time am realli shag sia cannot tahan..keep yawning and yawning zzZzzZzz. I got myself to the Bishan nearby NTUC beside the arcade =X tat i heard for my fren tat 4thMix Percussion @@ 4song 50cent and hardly can die (OMG).
Quite alot of student over there, all play wif auto bass =P. my heart pound so fast is seem like am goin to action and tryin to be cocky over there liao niak niak niak.

My day realli shag. I still at Bishan waitin for my fren's fren so i puff wif them while waitin for her. After she came over is like useless lo..[WTF]. We walk from left to right entance to exit -_- and the time goin to 6pm.. so every i cannot tahan liao. My breath is gettin heavy and heaver felt like even i'm standin oso can fall asleep XD.

Yea!! bus 88!! go home liao^^ since 11am my hp batt alrdy dry up. So i cant reply u back=P
(my workin time all is part time job, may i have FULL time =P maybe some ppl will get my meaning wahahah =X ops)..after reached home finshed bathin..Air-Con is On, and i replied my last Sms liao.

PENGZ! sleep! ar. ^^ wahah and i woke up at 6.15am(wednesday) 6 miss call 3 sms -.- 1 call and msg is from manager =/ ask mi to work for today 6pm~3am (WAH!) my sleepin routine goin back to square 1 again T.T

Prepare goin to school liao!! take gd care guys *hugz*

Valentine's Joker

Am i good or what?

2006-08-01T04:00:00.000+08:00

Am i good or what?

i went to the arcade approximately 8 hours ago. started drumming like mad. was kinda stressed up. as usualy, people started flocking and crowding behind me.

this time, i'm not sure if i was lucky or what, i got an A in madblast. heh heh. but i couldn't seem to get it anymore after that. :(

but nevermind, my main point is, someone actually took my picture while i was playing! omg! a foriegner. i was playing when a flash go off beside me, so i just turned my head and see. she was grinning at me with her camera. oh man. i was kinda embarrased. but to speak honestly, it felt great. heh heh.

this means i have gone up another lvl in my arcade drumming. how i wish i can play that well on a real drumset. and also tried a lvl 99 song. don't know what is the freaking name. but i only know i was too tired to play finish the whole song. the pedals of the game and the drum roll. omg, is really not for humans to play. super fast rolling plus insane bass. thank god my leg is still intact.

anyways, gtg play games and up my level. so ciao!

Valentine's Joker

2006-07-31T07:14:00.000+08:00

T.H.A.T I.T

200 views from u guys! yay!

anyway, today happened a somehow not so shocking thing. the teammate i mentioned earlier in my posts, show his true attitude! (omg! but i aint surprise... ironically...)

well, i must admit the team not really have done anywork and the team leader is damned stress so he gets pissed off easily. firstly his attitude is getting to most of the team members, secondly the team leader is a foreigner( his a vietnamese with 9 yrs of IT knowledge... wow...) so their way of expressing themselves is not exactly same as our singaporean style. and i'm suprised at one thing though, that guy claimed he has 2 certs in communication skills yet he couldnt communicate with a foreigner and at the same time understand his dilema( the foreigner cant really express... irony is there(ouch!)

with 2 certs in communication skills and he walked off in the middle of a group disscussion. a clap shall we?

but one thing i hope comes out from all this, he learns his mistakes and progress so in the future he knows how to work in a team. and also, he should stop using the word "fuck" (oooo~ god damnit i cant believe i even typed it here...). no offence to christians, but somehow his a christian, strong believer too, yet he uses vulgarity and laugh at ppl's mistakes damn loudly( whats so funny about a typo? the most is i press the god damned backspace and rewrite it. sheesh). i DO begin to wonder if christians is ever any good except eradicating others religion and being stuck up most of the time...(any way this is the impression i get most of the time. if i'm wrong, prove me otherwise.)

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

while tml, i'm off to bugis to watch some show(yay! ben stiller again!). AND oso a chance to pratice my drums again. this time, i'm gonna pass mad blast!

these few days kip bumping into catherine, a gurl which hated me for a long long time, and a gurl i used to love a long long time ago. the reason she hated me, i don't really know. seems to be some kind of misunderstanding and someone trying to frame me... but i never really got to the bottom of it, y? mainly becuz i was afraid it might be her frenz that is doing all those and will affect their relationship, or it might be becuz someone in my group of frenz hated me for a particular reason and is trying to get back at me... so i decided to take all the blame... though i had moved on in life, and she has a boyfren now, i do really hope the misunderstadings can be resolved and be frenz again... *sigh*

anyway, hope my mood will lighten up by next week! cuz its gonna be a whole new week of challenges where i'll challenge the limits of myself and study for more den ONE hour! (for your info, i never studied past 15mins before giving up)

yes! i can do it! hahaz.. :D *crosses my fingers*

Valentine's Joker

Wat a day

2006-07-30T11:22:00.000+08:00

Again?!

I din got my 34 hours of sleep since Thrudays (11pm) until Satuday (7am) morning.

Jus becoz i dun wan to miss tat show from SCV [ Mr. Fighter ] tat Channel U had it now, tat show start at 4.30am, and i woke up at 11pm =/ coz due to my sleepin routine again(Sry Vivian). Tat show kills my 1 hour and is 5.30am now.

I played auditon until 6am..and dan went to wrote the blog which is title "S O R R Y". Finish all my c2p[stupid] stuff, bathin, and prepared everythings =/ Set off to school [ which u all dun need to know ba..nothing interest oso ] is 11.30!! and becoz of tat lecturin session..ends early so dun need to stay until 12.30pm..BUT due to my Holiday project haven't done..i need to bite my finger nail and finish it up..end up still done it half way): / sianx!

Get myself out of school^^ reached the bus stop..WO0T! so many C.H.I.O B.U!! but all not my dishes..they looks more like playgal..few r so cute!! (but they as gd as Vase *Do Not Touch*).Still in NO SLEEP MODE!! continue catch the movie at 2.30pm[if i nva guess wrong] (Dragon Tiger Gate) quite a excitin show =X feel like fightin after all whole show, end up felt more sleepy. And after reached home, i still need to pack up for my workin later on. After my shower i went to upgrade my blog which i got a new song for my tis blog^^ is from [Tsubasa the anime] XD, but vivian dun neither sound greats nor good =/ tats too bad..but i like it alot for present and maybe past. hahaa.

Still early now =P i plan to had cab to my workin area! but end up tat c2p uncle drove wrong way!*ROAR!* and turn in from DBG.. so tat FREAKIN greats -_- thxs to tat uncle. Since is still early ^^ DRUM SESSION!! (wait for mi i'm coming).

Hahaaa, Finished my Session wif my DM fren and had few round continue rollin and steppin, is 9.30pm..need to reach my workin area at 9.45. So i got myself a dinner^^ 1 MacSpicy set wif Upsize GreenTea Yuppie! walkin toward my STRESSFULNESS TIME!! *rang rang* rang rang* a call from vivian -_- my feelin all change liao haha..no more stressfulness time liao..had a realli funnie chat wif her =P ( she is the 1 tat dail up, so i pick up the phone and *hilow* she first replied is *wat* HUH!!!?!? ) wats is the wat wat wat O_O..haha thou out the way to my area we had debait wif each other (realli wakin mi up^^ thxs ar vivian thxs HOR) haha..need to hang liao..reached!

Cant Realli rmb the Friday workin time slot =/ T.T

Is Saturday!!..sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep!! since after my friday work and i earned my cab fare back home(thxs ar Kenneth).

Btw kenneth, i know r u 26y/o now and u know bout my relationship problem. But i know money and workin is more important dan gf/relationship..dun be stress jus tat R/S cockup my day and end up still need to pay up for the lost.U told mi tat if can play jus play [playboy] maybe tats not my mindset. Coz after marry wan to play oso cannot =/ after get caught red handed, if she sue up the court. need to give 40% of wat i had [money] every month. Maybe relationship is more imporatant for mi..atleast find a gal tat is serious 1 and can support mi in the future if i have anythings wrong..quite hard for mi to hurt a gals feelin, Maybe tat mi=)

Btw while i workin today some of the AuditionSea play came over and visits mi T.T *touch* and there's 18player go derrick fai and alvin help out mi for network xfer setup[audition] end up every ppl is playin wif audition..i can see the dota player all DULAN haha coz alot of musix =P. and wjile i free tat time..i used 1 of the auSea member's computer (Vigelic) and played wif them XD end up Splash tio trash by 200 point@@ lucky mi =P

If i can still rmb the name of 18 ppl XD,

1.Lostheaven
2.D3stin3
3.Reyna
4.FaiFai
5.StreetDazer
6.Vigelic
7.Splash
8.Suzaku
9.MelodyCheo
10.Forceflow
11.
12.
13.
14.
15.
16.
17.
18.

haha left 8 more dun get the name liao..i will still update^^

2.10am got a call from vivian =P..i let down my work and had a chat wif her out my shop..lying on the sofa XD..suddenly my guy appoached mi and said..Vin we down 26bucks!! i jump up and "HUH? impossible wat, jus now we counted and tele" - tats wat i said
XD and vivian heard it over the fone, and she lectured mi again =P wahaha, i'm free lable =P is as gd as i'm payin them for workin, if things keep on happenin lidat T.T
Btw! i overall at 4am we got extra $49..haha dun have top up liao! so instead if topin the money..we have it extra =) so half half..earned cab fare and lunch money LOL

Btw faifai..streetdazer not my dishes maybe she have might thinking as well haha
If a Words of *Dishes* coz mi to became a playboy..i wish i can..but i cant =/ tats mi

(Maybe if i can wake up, i will be meetin ShuFen =X for buyin hamster and have a lunch outside)

after all tis msn chatin since 5.30am~10.45am(sunday)
I realli need to damn freakin rest ZzzzZzzZZzz sleepy!! is 12.40pm NOW!! RAWR!

firstly have 3 thinkin tellin my fren^^
1~Dun miss too much
2~Dun think to much, days by days u will be observing him
3~Wish u gd luck and yr beloved wish them dun have anything happen^^

nitez guys!

Valentine's Joker

y u treat mi so well?

2006-07-28T05:58:00.000+08:00

S.O.R.R.Y

Haiz..woke up at nitez again! is 11pm+, sry tat i over slept and nva went for Cell Group and my hp's batt alrdy die.(sry member)

Y my sleepin hours still nva change back to normal time slot!?..Here how my routine is. Sleep at afternoon & wake up at nitez, ton the whole day until morning and attend school (in school sure cannot tahan, wat teacher talkin. I got from him is like mumbling to himself, word tat insert in my ear is from ABC ~ ZYX).

Kanna lectured by vivian again due to my sleepin routine, sry sry ^^ dun angry i will try to change back my sleepin hour k!! by next wks =P. Sry to have so much trouble, u busy wif yr Bring home's work and i still wan u to help mi for my freakin blogskins x.X u realli helped mi alot!! (love you la =P).

Sry again 2 shufen, i was playin Audition(Full Screen) so nva notice tat u already done yr project and spam over the msn =( waitin & waitin realli dun feel gd. Btw! how is yr japanese "2Qute" project^^ seem like realli gotta be very happening oh, dun fail tis project again, so u dun need to retain for tis modlu lo. (support cheer, cheer!!)

Is 6.15am now, Prepare goin to school lo =/ but i still very sleepy sia zZzzZz how..later goin to catch a movie wif my fren's fren (wen's fren. Kelvin). Dragon Tiger gate..DTG wat a lame name seriously. "Long Hu Men". after nitez time..i still goin to workin. Sure goin to be **** shag ar..!
end here liao -_- 6.21am..tata! (valentine's love!)

Valentine's Joker

2006-07-26T06:21:00.000+08:00

F.R.E.A.K.E.D O.U.T

[M]ainly i'm not workin today, tat lawance called mi to help him due to manpower not enuff end up i need to take over the whold shop, is 3.10 now shop is so silent and drownes wif computer's engine sound, water dripped down and air-con is REALLI cold. Cant shake my mind of, coz tis month is ghost Fev. haiz 1 ppl look over the shop and onli I'M the onli 1..(is tat relali suay? end up i need to top up $26.55 for the loss sigh*)

most freaked mi out is the time is 4am+ i wen to toilet for my urg =/ and while i u***e i heard the sounds of moving chair and draggin chain. my mind is totally XYZ, i realli dun wish while i open the door a figure in front of mi - lucky realli nothing. Back to my Audition lvl 9 liao 2k exp more goin to lvl 10^^ while playin tat time..computer 40+ at 2nd lvl have a wizzing sound. i try not to care bout it..but my heart is gettin realli fast beat . the sound has gone in few sec. ^^ (realli got mi almost fainted)

here comes again, NO SLEEP MODE and i having my lesson 9am~5pm dun know how to tahan liao la..haiz sleepy head mi! tryin to be like superman half work half study (my mindset is making mi more to potang, potang =/ sian ar) i thinki better go la..if not i goin to tio debar like my fren Justin XD (no offence) wish u not readin my blog now haha..

is time for mi to go now is 6.30am^^ take care my blog's reader [H][U][G]*

Valentine's Joker

Feel A.W.A.K.I.N.G now ^^

2006-07-25T03:03:00.000+08:00

A.W.A.K.I.N.G!!!

Yea 3.10am now feel so refreshed, i had my 6hours of slept and no dream bothering mi =P.

Today at school realli goin to "pang" liao ar, i had my last 3wks exam nva do dan i need to done it by today wish is tis morning, i had not been sleepin since last nitez and my brain couldn't work tat well + teacher keep nag and nag..almost have a fight over wif him. Sry teacher & i know my attitude, i wish u can forgive mi :) i still love u Mr. Mus (u r the great teacher overall =P)

Wat happen to u?! 2.14am reached home & i got yr sms tat u having problem in yr R/S, sry tat i over slept before reached home. (lucky u fall asleep, dun go and do something c2p =X coz due to gd sickness.)

I woke up tat late and is 3am+ liao couldn't call u up, is yr feel alrite liao ma? dun keep cryin k^^ jus tell mi wat happen to u tat nite(i cant cry wif u, but i can share the problem wif u tot :D).

LEFT 1 hour before my shows start wat should i do leh!!

sleep?
audition?
o2jam?
maple?
staring at Television?
update friendster?

Seriously i still dun know. before tat let mi end my diary first ba,

-P.S : Dun keep yr anger and sadness to yrself, i cant be yr who but i can be yr Vent machine and listener, i can lend u my heart, ear and myself =P -

- dun be silly enuff, tats other frens around even yr parent dun realli care for u. But they love u, they waitin for u to love them (coz some parent wan they face more dan anything =/ realli)!! Understanding is important!!

Valentine's Joker

Why tis could happen!!!

2006-07-24T05:23:00.000+08:00

Why Tis Could Happen!!!

Firstly, sry vivian i din notice yr miss call until 3am i tot u planned to sleep since u'r back ): [due to yr sms] Anything happen to tat time? The sms and sounds from u seem so down.
I will be free anytime for u^^. (and be yr listen / and shufen too)

I still cant belive u r 19y/o =P so many questions and things u wan to ask. I'm jus 18/y lecturin a 19/y :D "bo bin liao la u"..still can ask those stuff XD hard to give u an answer sia, but i will still tell u an answer ASAP. BUT!! jus let it go by faith since u belive in HIM and you r his first 2. Let things go smoothly (any motive and thinkin will cost u step back even more dan u moving, so dun EVEN do anything "testin and askin" liao^^) - Wish u all e best for yr relationship!

- New Chapter 1-

Ho ho is 24/july today i'm still awaked and is 20min more goin 6am! i still nva sleep since last nitez! how can i Cop- later at school..zzZzzzZzz [ sleep in school 8D "jus kidding"], last nitex have a chat over Msn wif Shufen since i miss out Vivian's miss call T.T "sry vivian, i have TONs of topic wan to chat wif u hehe oO". Since after she offline is bout 2.25am and i busyin wif my new blog^^ and links over and over until 5.30am..start to write tis freakin blog tat realli cost mi BLOOD n SWEAT *pif*.!

Last evening justin told mi to meet up 4 a breakfast [25/July today] so i goin to prepare now 0.0 ..bye - schoolin time zZzzZ how i wish can have more holidays :)

Vivian: Frenster blog will notice all frenlist over email..and thou there will linkage over here due to my last posted tat i have key in and jus leave yr blog.web i will link u wif my V.blog haha take gd care k^^ dun stress over yr work!
Shufen: Dun keep thinkin of tat 3 gals and pattern u wan to tests out. Go by faith and feelin for each other wif u can do it, dun said 10mth maybe 10year / forever ^^ try not to have doubt for him will do .. - do all the best for yr studies and get higher GPA =P

Valentine's Joker

ReNew

2006-07-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

ReNew:

from tis post started from below post.

is from www.jokerlrox.blogs.friendster.com
since i moved my blog webby, everything will change over here
thxs again

Valentine's Joker

H.A.P.P.Y ? S.A.D ?

2006-07-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

H.A.P.P.Y ? S.A.D ?

Yea~~ finish my work at 2am ^^ so relax sia overall no stress for my first day

Waitin..Waitin..waitin..waitin...She finally reached YiShun MRT =/ thxs to the Mp3 i nva got myself bored thou out every min(s). My mood is at the flaming circle after the whole freakin stuff :P normally when the Cell Group [cg] gettin started we will have a game to open's up everyones mood. I told my fren dun count mi in XD his mood suddenly swing..but i still insist la =( dun realli have the mood to play game jus for today [ sry dude ].

Praise and Worship started ^^ we sing and clap [8pm~8.20pm]
Testimo time ( i din raise hand =P ) [ 8.20~8.32 ]
Sister Darice Preachin ( exiode 15:16~26/29 ) [ 8.32pm~8.45pm ] sry sister darice i need to go earlier for my first day of job ^^

so H.A.P.P.Y ^^ he gave mi a BIG smile =) today went i reached DMG zone-x
realli have no time for playing 3rd stage and 4th stage [extra stage] haha, haiz i had myself a 1 long song [ cost 1 full credit ]. (thxs to joel for the credit[s] Cut'Q)

lucky i manage to reached my working area jus on time, [manager havent reach^^ haha] praised the lord.

[For shufen: is easiler for gals to know, dun test^^ jus go by feeling(s) ]
[For Vivian: XD nva talk to u today =P seem like not part of my routine @_@ ]

Valentine's Joker

Should be "07-21-2006 at 12:09 PM" (Tis post is from Frenster)

Sleepy

2006-07-23T23:09:00.001+08:00

Sleepy

Realli sleepy now ZzZzz..

Tml dan continue =P, btw have realli a fun over audition..y cant i have a same ages, always the gal i appoached in game..sure 19+ T.T i'm jus online 18y/o man!

[S]leeping[L]et[E]nergyR[E]covery[P]roperly, okie i'm lame^^
anyway gd nitez

Valentine's Joker

Should be "07-20-2006 at 04:09 PM" (Tis post is from Frenster)

Tats how H.A.P.P.E.N.I.N.G spells

2006-07-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

Tats how H.A.P.P.E.N.I.N.G spells,

Sleepy, sleeping & hp rang =/ #@&$#&@ i need more sleep!!
my eye bag will worse dan a dog soon =( woke up bout 2+ goin 3, accompany my fren to applied the AuditionSEA beta stupid code and cost 4bucks! oso dun know after beta close will all item clear and renew everythings? *sigh* money eater

Before i reach DBG, 4 guys n 1 gal appoached mi and shout in the *6mans standin distances* while they used the san pa liag [ walkin like beng *xia lan ar* ] and ask mi to recall "tat time u push mi rite u wif yr 5~6 fren" from the idiotic kids they r jus secondary student (: so wat can i do?? i did recalled myself..wif 2wks ago at saturday goin sunday nitez 11pm+ on my way back home from 7~11 and onli 4 Fren! pls wat 5~6 fren RAWR *$&!*(@&$. while they wan mi to apologies seriously i wont, the walkin spaces so small confirm will knock in to u ma so xiao qi for wat T.T still bring yr fren come and tio mi. (i still wan to session man..) Priase the Lord! police car came and 1 of his fren tell him dun talk first, next time dan settle.

- on CAB!! and cost a bomb $6.40 to reach DBG -

Session [ Drum ] time! w0ot!

So0o Happi ^^ i saw Onionman he did the first reaction * waved his hand, give a smile and *hi* *heavenly*~ the ONLI firstly DM member did the first react XD
- same old songs Rewrite ADV - (haiz still cannot FC n Gain SP stucked at 89%)
- Dragon Blade - ( almost FC miss out at the last part =/ from mainly i *CAN* get S end up i got a B sian ar ..so dun have extra stage

i got a my Kono Kono mainly for extra stage due to my result =/
dun have extra stage, before tat Madman tapped 1 credit. I try to finish it fast asap..the music tat Kono Kono realli change my mood feel toward the song and my hand my background is like so fast xD i get score will be GOOD more dan PERFECT =P. STUNTED again..Madman appoached and lectured mi =P "yr speed is for tis song is too fast liao, tats y u keep gettin Misses and Good" -thxs for yr teaching- dun wan own him anything..i tapped 1 credit for my behalf and treated *U Virus aka Madman* ^^

- CAB again but is my fren Bao ka liao Total cost $10.40, normal charge + $2 peek hour, extra $1 for taxi stand and ERP 50 cent =/ -

12.26am got a call from Vivian (: happy ^^
we had a chat over the fone for 1 hour plus plus
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happy to have u as my onli Gal's fren tat can chat bout my feel and tots
loves u as a respective kind^^ u gain my respect. *hug*
but u still my fren ^^ niak niak niak [evil luff]

Audition time!! - ValentineGOD / lvl 8
TRASHED quite lot ppl today XD, 20k more ^^ i can buy the hair tat i wan for damn long..

4.30am now !! T.F.K.C from svc *Ke Tuo Tian Huang*
~ is story like MVPvalentine and WestSideStory but diff Chapter - :P

is 6.30am now finish SLEEPING TIME zZzZ luv u Lord^^

Valentine's Joker

Should be "07-19-2006 at 03:25 PM" (Tis post is from Frenster)

So Bored and Boxed out

2006-07-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

So Bored and Boxed out

Tats my day -_-, got a sms from justin tis afternoon and planned for a swim under the big headed SUN "kills mi man" i'm alrdy tat dark liao. Some ppl still thou i'm Mix Blood XD "*(#@&*(#@&".

~2pm~
Got up from bed and went to shower, preparing my item and stuff for swim^^ [ sry tat i lied, i'm eatin not cant find my keys >< tats y i'm late today =P ] bring along the big c2p bag. SMS came while i'm packin.."SHOCKIN!!" came from mi, i have trainin for my job today at 7.30pm, so BO PIAN need to change bag to the largest tat i had~

~3pm+~
After reached tat swimmin area i brought the ticket entry for 50cent *LOL!* due to children's ticket since no 1 is lookin niak niak [ evil lauff ], after all those sun tent and swim, we came off from the salty water and head to the toilet *guess wat* a model [wif swimmin's suit =X] outside male's toilet. Flashin and clickin on the cam while she is holdin a volly ball, soccer ball and etc..(seriously nva realli care [same story but isnt the same chapter]).

~4pm+~
Accompany justin for a haircut, turn out quite great we both agree wif it.
and is time for spit the road i have training for my job at 7.30 at DBG.
sOoOo i can go SESSION!! and train my drum. End up so bored and lonesome.

Stuntman: get a scoldin from him..due to my postin area wrong side, he seem like dao mi at DBG arcade damn sad. [hi to him when i saw him, he din realli look at mi dan jus moved his hand like a cool guy =/ haiz!]
Goin to 7pm i moved off went to plaze singapura and got myself a MacChicken burger + M.size Green Tea ^^ yummi [ coz mi a BOMB, but nvm ] continued moving on to my workin places and jus nice i finish my food and drink.

~Training start at 7.30pm Ends at 9pm+~

Madman~Virusz: Last few days he still can smile at mi and appoached mi tat time..today went over there i tryin to *hi* to him, wat i got it back is jus a stare
Double Combo Hit *PAIN AR!!*

dun realli have the mood over there, i'm tried my way to be friendly wat i GOT IS AN OUTCAST!!! DUI! freaks mi OUT so tis is wat u all wan ? haiz

Dun realli have the mood to play SO jus 1 round i get myself FCUKING out of tat lonesome and unbreathable places!
Got a call from Liang and alrdy planD to have supper outside *after finish all craps and bullshyt*
Is time to say hello to bed ^^

nitez buddy, fren and DM/GF member

Valentine's Joker

Should be "07-18-2006 at 11:42 AM" (Tis post is from Frenster)

Tis Year Las† Summ3r

2006-07-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

Tis Year LasT Summ3r

Busying this few days... busy this busy that finally can have a good rest now
Tomorrow may be another boring day
I just hate holiday arghx~~
Time passes by really fast. Just a few moments, it almost one and a half years already
Still remember the past when I was still young and immature
Remember the time when I always alone,
Remember the time when there is only hatred in me,
Remember the time when I have my first and the last fear I have,
Remember the pain in my heart before,
Remember the days with my brothers,
Remember the days with my girl, and all now was already past in just a blink,
The life in these one and a half years was really sad I lost my freedom to my anger and my hatred
And I will always remember it.

Jus remember guy need to "~~bear~~" wif it

Valentine's Joker

Should be "06-28-2006 at 09:44 PM" (Tis post is from Frenster)