prediction.i predict myself to be sick in less then 5 days time.
how do i know? each time i get a freakin' sore throat for no reason, i'd fall sick like nobodies' busines. fever, cold, flu, cough all-in-one.
-_- gah. 1 week of half-dead half-alive feeling. the price to pay for having a weird "shell" like mine?
anyways, i realised, for the past few month, i haven't been taking anything seriously. i just couldn't find a reason to be serious in anything. and i didn't realise it, but some part of me isn't me anymore.
gah. its just so hard to say what i've forgotten about myself. whatever happened to my old ways of showing concern and consideration? the way i do them now is totally different.
which i realise, is that i've gotten more selfish.
maybe not taking anything seriously, has started to grow a concept into my mind. the dreaded "why should i?" concept which i detest in the past.
maybe i'm just thinking too much, but its a fact i've gotten more selfish in these few months' period of time.
gah -____- i've down-leveled from a 87% cancerian-like guy, to maybe 58%? lol.is it normal to grow a zit the size of 20 cents coin under your armpit? O_oValentine' Joker
Valentine's Joker
4:46 AM
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Valentine's Joker
8:44 AM
UBER pissed.i'm sick and tired of people who keeps twisting my words around.
and stuff i meant to say to your ears, you keep it to your ownself and instead of telling others.
and because of so much miscommunication, a little back tracking, i found out who have been telling others stuff thats not suppose to be told. even if you were to say it, keep to the bloody original context, instead of adding your own opinions to change it to your own bloody opinion.
you know who you are. atleast i HOPE you know who you are.
you bath in your own happiness, without sparing a thought for others. enjoy while it lasts. before maturity sets in.i may sound harsh, because i'm already fucking tired of stuff thats happening around. the last thing i need is MORE miscommunication and misunderstandings.Valentine'Joker
Valentine's Joker
8:43 AM
Tis is wat gamer!!
long time never play dota, once i got back in. damn fucking pissed.
act pro, hide behind PC kpkb nvm. knn, kena rape, stand there and see, then continue to piss-talk me. kau. seriously, what's with singaporean people nowadays.
old people, dare to even slap security guard. youngsters all hide behind PC kpkb. gah. so fucking pissed. the sengharporean society is just like a big fucking pool filled with dirty murky mud. and its like a theme park. packaged nicely to attract people, but the quality sucks big time. whatever happened to "quality over quantity"?
even since i returned to dota, not a single game has been pleasant. and thats exactly the same reason i quitted in the first place.
to whoever fits the description above: just because your safe behind a fucking computer screen, doesn't make you a better person and make you god. cause outside in real life, your nothing but a loser.
the urge to bash something inside out is strong.
so fucking dissapointed. in-fact, its the whole of society. helping out is something built into our brains from young, i'm sure there is no one who TRULY wants to help others without wanting anything in return. there is sure to have some reluctancy in their hearts.
its just like how people perceive beauty as something superficial thanks to the brainwashing when we were young. to see whats beautiful and whats being termed as ugly on TV, magazines and the likes.
its so god-damned hardwired into the brains of humans. we are seriously walking towards our own doom. eternity seems to be a suffering afterall.
as humans slowly walk towards their own doom and destruction. even god has gave up on such a filthy and foul being, that he, himself created.
Valentine' Joker
Valentine's Joker
7:51 AM
