To a friend of mine.this post is dedicated to a friend of mine.
hey, hope your alright now. just don't think too much about it. he ain't really gonna worth your tears. he just another one that doesn't appreciate you for who you are. and remember, don't give up on love. its just that you haven't find the one who will love you for who you are, appreciate what you do for him.
so meanwhile while searching, carry on living life the way you used to, smile and laugh and make your life happy. it certainly ain't worth it to make your life miserable and sad over someone that don't appreciate you.
yea, so this is all i can say cause i don't really have other ways of communicating with you except on msn.(which you are mostly offline.)
remember to come to any of us, your friends, we are willing to share your troubles and help you pass this stage of life, ya?Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
6:20 PM
history repeats....
And how much is love, when you say you love a person?
how much is love, when a person can give up on it so easily? without even fighting hard for it?
how much is love, when both parties couldn't reach a compromise? and are constantly pressurizing each other to change?
love? isn't it loving someone for who they are, even their flaws? changes are redundant for there is no need to change to suit any needs.
is it love, when someone is trying to change to suit the other person's need? then the other person is just loving his/her dream partner, no?
with these questions above, who can tell me they truly love someone? i wonder...
atleast i know i used to.
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
5:56 PM
GOD's Wordtalked about managing money between husband and wife.most importantly,
#1. keep records
a) what u own
b) what u owe
c) what u earn
d) where the $$ goes
#2. plan my spending- don't spend on impulse- have a budget
#3. enjoy what u already have
#4. reduce debts quickly- the best way is to use debit card. instead of credit cards
#5. work hard in ur job- the harder u work, the more influential u become
#6. give tithe faithfully and on time
#7. give ur best offerings
haha. pretty enriching though i'm not married.taught us how to save money and gain more.
i remember jeremiah telling me this before, "do not let the offering basket pass without u doing anything."
hahas. since then, i've been remembering it in my heart. let my actions speak.
i feel so small, yet significant in the house of God. this is where i grow spiritually.
one really has to come experience it him or herself.the love is just so overwhelming.
Lord is onli the great 1, =) to bad =P i'm not realli get use to it
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Valentine's Joker
6:05 AM
how quickly the world turns.amazing how simply relating what others said to me, to another person can make me a liar
how true, what someone said to me before. when helping someone you shouldn't be, your the good guy in the process, after everyting's over, you'll become the bad guy. hah. how true. atleast now i know. "once bitten, twice shy", they say.
anyways, relaxing it was today, not having to worry about anyone's well being or how people's action are gonna bring dire consequences. had fun simply strolling around places and crapping with a friend. though job hunt was unsuccessful, atleast it was fun.
have to wake up early again. -_- hope i don't get dua'ed to change the meeting time again.
*edit*hmm, just read an interesting post from my friend's blog.interesting indeed.*edit*
first time being labelled as a liar. hmm, i guess there is a first time for everything. heh.
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
4:21 PM
History repeating itself again.
history repeating itself again. getting repeated by itself once more. but atleast this is better then what happens back in sec sch. no one is hurt, only me. accused of something i did not do.
love can be scary when it turns into posessiveness. i'm not sure. but i've seen how it scary it became. not on me, but friends around me.
how trustful and confident can one get in a relationship? can the guy trust the girl totally? can the girl trust the guy totally? if 2 person have chosen each other and got together, shouldn't they trust their feelings for each other?
but i know. low self-confidence will lead to alot of problems. if the guy has low self-confidence, he will get scared of losing the girl to another guy. he will be wary and get jealous of every single guy around her. and starts to constrict her. even a normal friendship with another guy is not allowed.
but a question i wanna ask guy(s) like this. is this how much you trust the girl? is this how much you LOVE her? what is the purpose of the relationship when the guy doesn't trust the girl to do her own things?
ah~~~ finaly its raining on my area. the hot humid days that got everyone on fire is finally gone. thank god.
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
11:11 AM
