T.H.A.T I.T200 views from u guys! yay!
anyway, today happened a somehow not so shocking thing. the teammate i mentioned earlier in my posts, show his true attitude! (omg! but i aint surprise... ironically...)
well, i must admit the team not really have done anywork and the team leader is damned stress so he gets pissed off easily. firstly his attitude is getting to most of the team members, secondly the team leader is a foreigner( his a vietnamese with 9 yrs of IT knowledge... wow...) so their way of expressing themselves is not exactly same as our singaporean style. and i'm suprised at one thing though, that guy claimed he has 2 certs in communication skills yet he couldnt communicate with a foreigner and at the same time understand his dilema( the foreigner cant really express... irony is there(ouch!)
with 2 certs in communication skills and he walked off in the middle of a group disscussion. a clap shall we?
but one thing i hope comes out from all this, he learns his mistakes and progress so in the future he knows how to work in a team. and also, he should stop using the word "fuck" (oooo~ god damnit i cant believe i even typed it here...). no offence to christians, but somehow his a christian, strong believer too, yet he uses vulgarity and laugh at ppl's mistakes damn loudly( whats so funny about a typo? the most is i press the god damned backspace and rewrite it. sheesh). i DO begin to wonder if christians is ever any good except eradicating others religion and being stuck up most of the time...(any way this is the impression i get most of the time. if i'm wrong, prove me otherwise.)
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while tml, i'm off to bugis to watch some show(yay! ben stiller again!). AND oso a chance to pratice my drums again. this time, i'm gonna pass mad blast!
these few days kip bumping into catherine, a gurl which hated me for a long long time, and a gurl i used to love a long long time ago. the reason she hated me, i don't really know. seems to be some kind of misunderstanding and someone trying to frame me... but i never really got to the bottom of it, y? mainly becuz i was afraid it might be her frenz that is doing all those and will affect their relationship, or it might be becuz someone in my group of frenz hated me for a particular reason and is trying to get back at me... so i decided to take all the blame... though i had moved on in life, and she has a boyfren now, i do really hope the misunderstadings can be resolved and be frenz again... *sigh*
anyway, hope my mood will lighten up by next week! cuz its gonna be a whole new week of challenges where i'll challenge the limits of myself and study for more den ONE hour! (for your info, i never studied past 15mins before giving up)
yes! i can do it! hahaz.. :D *crosses my fingers*
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
7:14 AM
Again?!
I din got my 34 hours of sleep since Thrudays (11pm) until Satuday (7am) morning.
Jus becoz i dun wan to miss tat show from SCV [ Mr. Fighter ] tat Channel U had it now, tat show start at 4.30am, and i woke up at 11pm =/ coz due to my sleepin routine again(Sry Vivian). Tat show kills my 1 hour and is 5.30am now.
I played auditon until 6am..and dan went to wrote the blog which is title "S O R R Y". Finish all my c2p[stupid] stuff, bathin, and prepared everythings =/ Set off to school [ which u all dun need to know ba..nothing interest oso ] is 11.30!! and becoz of tat lecturin session..ends early so dun need to stay until 12.30pm..BUT due to my Holiday project haven't done..i need to bite my finger nail and finish it up..end up still done it half way): / sianx!
Get myself out of school^^ reached the bus stop..WO0T! so many C.H.I.O B.U!! but all not my dishes..they looks more like playgal..few r so cute!! (but they as gd as Vase *Do Not Touch*).Still in NO SLEEP MODE!! continue catch the movie at 2.30pm[if i nva guess wrong] (Dragon Tiger Gate) quite a excitin show =X feel like fightin after all whole show, end up felt more sleepy. And after reached home, i still need to pack up for my workin later on. After my shower i went to upgrade my blog which i got a new song for my tis blog^^ is from [Tsubasa the anime] XD, but vivian dun neither sound greats nor good =/ tats too bad..but i like it alot for present and maybe past. hahaa.
Still early now =P i plan to had cab to my workin area! but end up tat c2p uncle drove wrong way!*ROAR!* and turn in from DBG.. so tat FREAKIN greats -_- thxs to tat uncle. Since is still early ^^ DRUM SESSION!! (wait for mi i'm coming).
Hahaaa, Finished my Session wif my DM fren and had few round continue rollin and steppin, is 9.30pm..need to reach my workin area at 9.45. So i got myself a dinner^^ 1 MacSpicy set wif Upsize GreenTea Yuppie! walkin toward my STRESSFULNESS TIME!! *rang rang* rang rang* a call from vivian -_- my feelin all change liao haha..no more stressfulness time liao..had a realli funnie chat wif her =P ( she is the 1 tat dail up, so i pick up the phone and *hilow* she first replied is *wat* HUH!!!?!? ) wats is the wat wat wat O_O..haha thou out the way to my area we had debait wif each other (realli wakin mi up^^ thxs ar vivian thxs HOR) haha..need to hang liao..reached!
Cant Realli rmb the Friday workin time slot =/ T.T
Is Saturday!!..sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep!! since after my friday work and i earned my cab fare back home(thxs ar Kenneth).
Btw kenneth, i know r u 26y/o now and u know bout my relationship problem. But i know money and workin is more important dan gf/relationship..dun be stress jus tat R/S cockup my day and end up still need to pay up for the lost.U told mi tat if can play jus play [playboy] maybe tats not my mindset. Coz after marry wan to play oso cannot =/ after get caught red handed, if she sue up the court. need to give 40% of wat i had [money] every month. Maybe relationship is more imporatant for mi..atleast find a gal tat is serious 1 and can support mi in the future if i have anythings wrong..quite hard for mi to hurt a gals feelin, Maybe tat mi=)
Btw while i workin today some of the AuditionSea play came over and visits mi T.T *touch* and there's 18player go derrick fai and alvin help out mi for network xfer setup[audition] end up every ppl is playin wif audition..i can see the dota player all DULAN haha coz alot of musix =P. and wjile i free tat time..i used 1 of the auSea member's computer (Vigelic) and played wif them XD end up Splash tio trash by 200 point@@ lucky mi =P
If i can still rmb the name of 18 ppl XD,
1.Lostheaven
2.D3stin3
3.Reyna
4.FaiFai
5.StreetDazer
6.Vigelic
7.Splash
8.Suzaku
9.MelodyCheo
10.Forceflow
11.
12.
13.
14.
15.
16.
17.
18.
haha left 8 more dun get the name liao..i will still update^^
2.10am got a call from vivian =P..i let down my work and had a chat wif her out my shop..lying on the sofa XD..suddenly my guy appoached mi and said..Vin we down 26bucks!! i jump up and "HUH? impossible wat, jus now we counted and tele" - tats wat i said
XD and vivian heard it over the fone, and she lectured mi again =P wahaha, i'm free lable =P is as gd as i'm payin them for workin, if things keep on happenin lidat T.T
Btw! i overall at 4am we got extra $49..haha dun have top up liao! so instead if topin the money..we have it extra =) so half half..earned cab fare and lunch money LOL
Btw faifai..streetdazer not my dishes maybe she have might thinking as well haha
If a Words of *Dishes* coz mi to became a playboy..i wish i can..but i cant =/ tats mi
(Maybe if i can wake up, i will be meetin ShuFen =X for buyin hamster and have a lunch outside)
after all tis msn chatin since 5.30am~10.45am(sunday)
I realli need to damn freakin rest ZzzzZzzZZzz sleepy!! is 12.40pm NOW!! RAWR!
firstly have 3 thinkin tellin my fren^^
1~Dun miss too much
2~Dun think to much, days by days u will be observing him
3~Wish u gd luck and yr beloved wish them dun have anything happen^^
nitez guys!
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
11:22 AM
S.O.R.R.YHaiz..woke up at nitez again! is 11pm+, sry tat i over slept and nva went for Cell Group and my hp's batt alrdy die.(sry member)
Y my sleepin hours still nva change back to normal time slot!?..Here how my routine is. Sleep at afternoon & wake up at nitez, ton the whole day until morning and attend school (in school sure cannot tahan, wat teacher talkin. I got from him is like mumbling to himself, word tat insert in my ear is from ABC ~ ZYX).
Kanna lectured by vivian again due to my sleepin routine, sry sry ^^ dun angry i will try to change back my sleepin hour k!! by next wks =P. Sry to have so much trouble, u busy wif yr Bring home's work and i still wan u to help mi for my freakin blogskins x.X u realli helped mi alot!! (love you la =P).
Sry again 2 shufen, i was playin Audition(Full Screen) so nva notice tat u already done yr project and spam over the msn =( waitin & waitin realli dun feel gd. Btw! how is yr japanese "2Qute" project^^ seem like realli gotta be very happening oh, dun fail tis project again, so u dun need to retain for tis modlu lo. (support cheer, cheer!!)
Is 6.15am now, Prepare goin to school lo =/ but i still very sleepy sia zZzzZz how..later goin to catch a movie wif my fren's fren (wen's fren. Kelvin). Dragon Tiger gate..DTG wat a lame name seriously. "Long Hu Men". after nitez time..i still goin to workin. Sure goin to be **** shag ar..!
end here liao -_- 6.21am..tata! (valentine's love!)
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
5:58 AM
F.R.E.A.K.E.D O.U.T
[M]ainly i'm not workin today, tat lawance called mi to help him due to manpower not enuff end up i need to take over the whold shop, is 3.10 now shop is so silent and drownes wif computer's engine sound, water dripped down and air-con is REALLI cold. Cant shake my mind of, coz tis month is ghost Fev. haiz 1 ppl look over the shop and onli I'M the onli 1..(is tat relali suay? end up i need to top up $26.55 for the loss sigh*)
most freaked mi out is the time is 4am+ i wen to toilet for my urg =/ and while i u***e i heard the sounds of moving chair and draggin chain. my mind is totally XYZ, i realli dun wish while i open the door a figure in front of mi - lucky realli nothing. Back to my Audition lvl 9 liao 2k exp more goin to lvl 10^^ while playin tat time..computer 40+ at 2nd lvl have a wizzing sound. i try not to care bout it..but my heart is gettin realli fast beat . the sound has gone in few sec. ^^ (realli got mi almost fainted)
here comes again, NO SLEEP MODE and i having my lesson 9am~5pm dun know how to tahan liao la..haiz sleepy head mi! tryin to be like superman half work half study (my mindset is making mi more to potang, potang =/ sian ar) i thinki better go la..if not i goin to tio debar like my fren Justin XD (no offence) wish u not readin my blog now haha..
is time for mi to go now is 6.30am^^ take care my blog's reader [H][U][G]*
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
6:21 AM
A.W.A.K.I.N.G!!!
Yea 3.10am now feel so refreshed, i had my 6hours of slept and no dream bothering mi =P.
Today at school realli goin to "pang" liao ar, i had my last 3wks exam nva do dan i need to done it by today wish is tis morning, i had not been sleepin since last nitez and my brain couldn't work tat well + teacher keep nag and nag..almost have a fight over wif him. Sry teacher & i know my attitude, i wish u can forgive mi :) i still love u Mr. Mus (u r the great teacher overall =P)
Wat happen to u?! 2.14am reached home & i got yr sms tat u having problem in yr R/S, sry tat i over slept before reached home. (lucky u fall asleep, dun go and do something c2p =X coz due to gd sickness.)
I woke up tat late and is 3am+ liao couldn't call u up, is yr feel alrite liao ma? dun keep cryin k^^ jus tell mi wat happen to u tat nite(i cant cry wif u, but i can share the problem wif u tot :D).
LEFT 1 hour before my shows start wat should i do leh!!
- sleep?
- audition?
- o2jam?
- maple?
- staring at Television?
- update friendster?
Seriously i still dun know. before tat let mi end my diary first ba,
-P.S : Dun keep yr anger and sadness to yrself, i cant be yr who but i can be yr Vent machine and listener, i can lend u my heart, ear and myself =P -
- dun be silly enuff, tats other frens around even yr parent dun realli care for u. But they love u, they waitin for u to love them (coz some parent wan they face more dan anything =/ realli)!! Understanding is important!!
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
3:03 AM
Why Tis Could Happen!!!
Firstly, sry vivian i din notice yr miss call until 3am i tot u planned to sleep since u'r back ): [due to yr sms] Anything happen to tat time? The sms and sounds from u seem so down.
I will be free anytime for u^^. (and be yr listen / and shufen too)
I still cant belive u r 19y/o =P so many questions and things u wan to ask. I'm jus 18/y lecturin a 19/y :D "bo bin liao la u"..still can ask those stuff XD hard to give u an answer sia, but i will still tell u an answer ASAP. BUT!! jus let it go by faith since u belive in HIM and you r his first 2. Let things go smoothly (any motive and thinkin will cost u step back even more dan u moving, so dun EVEN do anything "testin and askin" liao^^) - Wish u all e best for yr relationship!
- New Chapter 1-
Ho ho is 24/july today i'm still awaked and is 20min more goin 6am! i still nva sleep since last nitez! how can i Cop- later at school..zzZzzzZzz [ sleep in school 8D "jus kidding"], last nitex have a chat over Msn wif Shufen since i miss out Vivian's miss call T.T "sry vivian, i have TONs of topic wan to chat wif u hehe oO". Since after she offline is bout 2.25am and i busyin wif my new blog^^ and links over and over until 5.30am..start to write tis freakin blog tat realli cost mi BLOOD n SWEAT *pif*.!
Last evening justin told mi to meet up 4 a breakfast [25/July today] so i goin to prepare now 0.0 ..bye - schoolin time zZzzZ how i wish can have more holidays :)
- Vivian: Frenster blog will notice all frenlist over email..and thou there will linkage over here due to my last posted tat i have key in and jus leave yr blog.web i will link u wif my V.blog haha take gd care k^^ dun stress over yr work!
- Shufen: Dun keep thinkin of tat 3 gals and pattern u wan to tests out. Go by faith and feelin for each other wif u can do it, dun said 10mth maybe 10year / forever ^^ try not to have doubt for him will do .. - do all the best for yr studies and get higher GPA =P
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
5:23 AM
ReNew:
from tis post started from below post.
is from www.jokerlrox.blogs.friendster.com
since i moved my blog webby, everything will change over here
thxs again
Valentine's Joker
Valentine's Joker
11:19 PM
H.A.P.P.Y ? S.A.D ?
Yea~~ finish my work at 2am ^^ so relax sia overall no stress for my first day
Waitin..Waitin..waitin..waitin...She finally reached YiShun MRT =/ thxs to the Mp3 i nva got myself bored thou out every min(s). My mood is at the flaming circle after the whole freakin stuff :P normally when the Cell Group [cg] gettin started we will have a game to open's up everyones mood. I told my fren dun count mi in XD his mood suddenly swing..but i still insist la =( dun realli have the mood to play game jus for today [ sry dude ].
Praise and Worship started ^^ we sing and clap [8pm~8.20pm]
Testimo time ( i din raise hand =P ) [ 8.20~8.32 ]
Sister Darice Preachin ( exiode 15:16~26/29 ) [ 8.32pm~8.45pm ] sry sister darice i need to go earlier for my first day of job ^^
so H.A.P.P.Y ^^ he gave mi a BIG smile =) today went i reached DMG zone-x
realli have no time for playing 3rd stage and 4th stage [extra stage] haha, haiz i had myself a 1 long song [ cost 1 full credit ]. (thxs to joel for the credit[s] Cut'Q)
lucky i manage to reached my working area jus on time, [manager havent reach^^ haha] praised the lord.
[For shufen: is easiler for gals to know, dun test^^ jus go by feeling(s) ]
[For Vivian: XD nva talk to u today =P seem like not part of my routine @_@ ]
Valentine's Joker
Should be "07-21-2006 at 12:09 PM" (Tis post is from Frenster)
Valentine's Joker
11:10 PM
Sleepy
Realli sleepy now ZzZzz..
Tml dan continue =P, btw have realli a fun over audition..y cant i have a same ages, always the gal i appoached in game..sure 19+ T.T i'm jus online 18y/o man!
[S]leeping[L]et[E]nergyR[E]covery[P]roperly, okie i'm lame^^
anyway gd nitez
Valentine's Joker
Should be "07-20-2006 at 04:09 PM" (Tis post is from Frenster)
Valentine's Joker
11:09 PM
Tats how H.A.P.P.E.N.I.N.G spells,
Sleepy, sleeping & hp rang =/ #@&$#&@ i need more sleep!!
my eye bag will worse dan a dog soon =( woke up bout 2+ goin 3, accompany my fren to applied the AuditionSEA beta stupid code and cost 4bucks! oso dun know after beta close will all item clear and renew everythings? *sigh* money eater
Before i reach DBG, 4 guys n 1 gal appoached mi and shout in the *6mans standin distances* while they used the san pa liag [ walkin like beng *xia lan ar* ] and ask mi to recall "tat time u push mi rite u wif yr 5~6 fren" from the idiotic kids they r jus secondary student (: so wat can i do?? i did recalled myself..wif 2wks ago at saturday goin sunday nitez 11pm+ on my way back home from 7~11 and onli 4 Fren! pls wat 5~6 fren RAWR *$&!*(@&$. while they wan mi to apologies seriously i wont, the walkin spaces so small confirm will knock in to u ma so xiao qi for wat T.T still bring yr fren come and tio mi. (i still wan to session man..) Priase the Lord! police car came and 1 of his fren tell him dun talk first, next time dan settle.
- on CAB!! and cost a bomb $6.40 to reach DBG -
Session [ Drum ] time! w0ot!
So0o Happi ^^ i saw Onionman he did the first reaction * waved his hand, give a smile and *hi* *heavenly*~ the ONLI firstly DM member did the first react XD
- same old songs Rewrite ADV - (haiz still cannot FC n Gain SP stucked at 89%)
- Dragon Blade - ( almost FC miss out at the last part =/ from mainly i *CAN* get S end up i got a B sian ar ..so dun have extra stage
i got a my Kono Kono mainly for extra stage due to my result =/
dun have extra stage, before tat Madman tapped 1 credit. I try to finish it fast asap..the music tat Kono Kono realli change my mood feel toward the song and my hand my background is like so fast xD i get score will be GOOD more dan PERFECT =P. STUNTED again..Madman appoached and lectured mi =P "yr speed is for tis song is too fast liao, tats y u keep gettin Misses and Good" -thxs for yr teaching- dun wan own him anything..i tapped 1 credit for my behalf and treated *U Virus aka Madman* ^^
- CAB again but is my fren Bao ka liao Total cost $10.40, normal charge + $2 peek hour, extra $1 for taxi stand and ERP 50 cent =/ -
12.26am got a call from Vivian (: happy ^^
we had a chat over the fone for 1 hour plus plus
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happy to have u as my onli Gal's fren tat can chat bout my feel and tots
loves u as a respective kind^^ u gain my respect. *hug*
but u still my fren ^^ niak niak niak [evil luff]
Audition time!! - ValentineGOD / lvl 8
TRASHED quite lot ppl today XD, 20k more ^^ i can buy the hair tat i wan for damn long..
4.30am now !! T.F.K.C from svc *Ke Tuo Tian Huang*
~ is story like MVPvalentine and WestSideStory but diff Chapter - :P
is 6.30am now finish SLEEPING TIME zZzZ luv u Lord^^
Valentine's Joker
Should be "07-19-2006 at 03:25 PM" (Tis post is from Frenster)
Valentine's Joker
11:09 PM
So Bored and Boxed out
Tats my day -_-, got a sms from justin tis afternoon and planned for a swim under the big headed SUN "kills mi man" i'm alrdy tat dark liao. Some ppl still thou i'm Mix Blood XD "*(#@&*(#@&".
~2pm~
Got up from bed and went to shower, preparing my item and stuff for swim^^ [ sry tat i lied, i'm eatin not cant find my keys >< tats y i'm late today =P ] bring along the big c2p bag. SMS came while i'm packin.."SHOCKIN!!" came from mi, i have trainin for my job today at 7.30pm, so BO PIAN need to change bag to the largest tat i had~
~3pm+~
After reached tat swimmin area i brought the ticket entry for 50cent *LOL!* due to children's ticket since no 1 is lookin niak niak [ evil lauff ], after all those sun tent and swim, we came off from the salty water and head to the toilet *guess wat* a model [wif swimmin's suit =X] outside male's toilet. Flashin and clickin on the cam while she is holdin a volly ball, soccer ball and etc..(seriously nva realli care [same story but isnt the same chapter]).
~4pm+~
Accompany justin for a haircut, turn out quite great we both agree wif it.
and is time for spit the road i have training for my job at 7.30 at DBG.
sOoOo i can go SESSION!! and train my drum. End up so bored and lonesome.
Stuntman: get a scoldin from him..due to my postin area wrong side, he seem like dao mi at DBG arcade damn sad. [hi to him when i saw him, he din realli look at mi dan jus moved his hand like a cool guy =/ haiz!]
Goin to 7pm i moved off went to plaze singapura and got myself a MacChicken burger + M.size Green Tea ^^ yummi [ coz mi a BOMB, but nvm ] continued moving on to my workin places and jus nice i finish my food and drink.
~Training start at 7.30pm Ends at 9pm+~
Madman~Virusz: Last few days he still can smile at mi and appoached mi tat time..today went over there i tryin to *hi* to him, wat i got it back is jus a stare
Double Combo Hit *PAIN AR!!*
dun realli have the mood over there, i'm tried my way to be friendly wat i GOT IS AN OUTCAST!!! DUI! freaks mi OUT so tis is wat u all wan ? haiz
Dun realli have the mood to play SO jus 1 round i get myself FCUKING out of tat lonesome and unbreathable places!
Got a call from Liang and alrdy planD to have supper outside *after finish all craps and bullshyt*
Is time to say hello to bed ^^
nitez buddy, fren and DM/GF member
Valentine's Joker
Should be "07-18-2006 at 11:42 AM" (Tis post is from Frenster)
Valentine's Joker
11:07 PM
Tis Year LasT Summ3r
Busying this few days... busy this busy that finally can have a good rest now
Tomorrow may be another boring day
I just hate holiday arghx~~
Time passes by really fast. Just a few moments, it almost one and a half years already
Still remember the past when I was still young and immature
Remember the time when I always alone,
Remember the time when there is only hatred in me,
Remember the time when I have my first and the last fear I have,
Remember the pain in my heart before,
Remember the days with my brothers,
Remember the days with my girl, and all now was already past in just a blink,
The life in these one and a half years was really sad I lost my freedom to my anger and my hatred
And I will always remember it.
Jus remember guy need to "bear" wif it
Valentine's Joker
Should be "06-28-2006 at 09:44 PM" (Tis post is from Frenster)
Valentine's Joker
10:53 PM
